(via misswallflower)
The smell of the cigarettes you smoke comes wafting through my window at night while I sleep. I snap quickly out of my midnight reverie and I remember you. I can’t fall back asleep because you are so fresh in my mind.
I read The Road by Cormac McCarthy today. 8 hours. So amazing.
Can’t you tell?
I’m not myself
I’m a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings and fingerprints
I don’t wanna feel anything but I do
And it all comes back to you
I’m cradled in your arms and I bury my head in your neck. I look at your hands and tell my brain to remember them. I kiss your lips and don’t need to tell myself to remember this. I feel it all. You don’t need reasons to love in this world. I don’t need reasons with you. Something is missing, vague at first… then it crashes into me like a wave. I fall down. I’m drowning again. No one to blame but myself.